i n s a n i t y

it's so hard sometimes when you feel something that you don't completely understand and to peep a word to the one forming this confusion would only birth more confusion. what to do?
who knows.

so i sit and wait..


its that breath taking type of
head knocking pain i
lust
type of
eye glancing to the corner
to not be caught sort of
never getting enough of in this
lifetime of
love?
lust....
no, i believe its love..

love letters and a simple text
a one moment affair caused allll of this
and its
exciting.
i deny and deny
to accept this motion my notion is dismayed and
im insane i say!
INSANE!
im mad.
gone mad.
its simple
i must be mad!

but it feels so right..

i met your eyes one moment and i
remembered your smile from grin to cheek and i
yearned for more of this insanity driven bliss and i..
wish to meet you for the second time.
sooner than later..
the insanity only lasts for so deep until i
can drive no longer.
will you hold my hand?
you know.. in that love type of way.