a beginning..

dum ditty dum dum..

i write.

lifes been a wee bit intense lately but in a positive way.
its pretty surreal how something so negative can turn into a complete positive movement.
i've grown up so much in only the past 4 months..
i hardly know what to think anymore.

& i love it. [most of the time]

i chose to start a blogspot site simply because...
certain times i am in this strong mood to write. just write.
not the usual poetry my pen feins for or anything to that effect..
just words.
so that when i go back and look at the mumbo jumbo..
i can make sense of a few things & maybe even get a few opinions along the way.

so as i said before...
dum ditty dum dum.

h o l l a

i'm in this transitional period in my life. went from working as a fashion designer of a small label company.. at 22 years old, to handcuffs and a mug shot, to managment of a retail store turned designer of a label with a best friend and beginning stages to my very own fashion boutique. i've hit some bumpy roads and with the help of family and my fucking awesome friends.. i've beat down this shit and stepped forward stronger. oh, and if you were wondering... i didn't kill anyone. or steal anything... i drove home after 1 too many alcoholic beverages and pulled myself over... to only catch the attention of a chp and swoop swoop... ouch!

i'll be back to write more a s a p. for now, if anyone is reading this.. i've introduced my weakness.